hellodolly

MUSE

2007-01-21T05:17:00.000-08:00

went for the ngee ann open house again

my parents sent us there

i checked out life sciences and

pam checked out business

watched some unknown band

prolly not unknown just local? (x

i liked the singer's t-shirt so much

next, ying and i headed to holland v

ying felt like walking in the rain

so i looked like a bitch walking

next to her under my umbrella

(which had holes. thanks mum)

went to cold storage to get a towel

these white dudes were so amused

that they let us go before them

and then we walked to starbucks,

with ying's hair wrapped in the towel

OMG HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY LA

jean and i went on our quest to find

cheap dresses which we found, but

they weren't very nice so instead, we

got other cheap AND nice clothes

i had such an awesome time with her

now i know for sure im gonna miss her

muse was so fucking awesome

like KAPOW! kinda awesome

i got to see him smash his gorgeous

make-me-cream manson ten

pounds ( thiry sing dollars) guitar

and i got separate from everyone

as soon as everyone started moshing

and pushed right to the front

which was good except i was alone

and had to talk to total strangers

which was actually pretty fun

so in all, the concert was good

(i'll put photos up when im not so lazy)

GYM

2007-01-14T22:48:00.000-08:00

went to the gym with pam yesterday
i was late (as usual)
and pam had to leave early
but it was still awesome

the instructor so funny
he was explaining the
tone-your-ass machine
him : so this helps tone the loot
me : oh. the ass?
him : no, the loot
me : ass
him : loot
me : ass
him : loot
me : loot

then we waiting for the
tone-your-arm machine
i pointed to the next
me : isnt that the same thing?
him : no, that's for the chest
me : oh. i've enough of that

muse concert in two days
im getting quite excited

GUESS

2007-01-12T05:44:00.000-08:00

i went back to guess today

got my gorgeous pair of jeans

the people there are so nice

i wanna buy the whole store

hohoho

♥

KAYLA

2007-01-06T06:22:00.000-08:00

hoho met karmun and nicole just

as pam and i were leaving work

karmun was telling me how

mr koh was holding the newborn

like just hold with one hand

and never hold the head

she can support herself

LOL

JAPHETH

2006-12-30T03:50:00.000-08:00

yay i finally got a tagboard

mm i managed to move my

lazy ass in front of the tv

ended up watching alfie

till seven thirty plus

kay, japheth's coming over

he bought me dinner (x

hokkien mee

HYDROXIDE

2006-12-29T12:43:00.000-08:00

listening to aqualung's

strange and beautiful

on repeat again

i like it this much

cause it gets me all sad

and miss-him-ish

which gets me looking

through his photos

and more miss-him-ish

im tempted to

text him a imu

sometimes the last thing

you want comes in first,

sometimes the first thing

you want never comes,

and i know that waiting

is all you can do

the chorus reminds me of a

midsummers night dream:

i'll put a spell on you,

you'll fall asleep,

i'll put a spell on you

and when i wake,

i'll be the first thing you see,

and you'll realise that you love me

dawn cheebye then

imu so much

like really really

boys are cheats and liars,

they are such a big disgrace,

they will tell you anything

to get to second base

SEE!

okay, five am now

i shall listen to aqualung

one last time, get off my

lazy ass, head to bed and

type the imu to him and

erase it just before i send it

just so that i'll feel better

WIND IT UP

2006-12-29T11:59:00.000-08:00

pfft it's four am. too lazy to move

from the computer to the bed

yes, even though im quite tired

and even though im only chatting

with one person, which can be quite

entertaining but im really not in the

mood like even if he comes online

went for mambo on wednesday

last mambo of the year. took

geraldine's and vik's advice of

doing the very embarrassing but

surprisingly fun dance moves

we went to phuture twice that night

the second time, cause we didnt

wanna give up on it but it was so

fucking packed, like sardine,

and the music was shitty (again)

went to butter factory last night

cause ash invited me, hence, us

i likey so much

even though pam and i had to

start off the dancefloor

(and only cause it was

a fucking good song)

i liked how ash (sexy/hottie depending

on my mood) got me so high

so champagne, wine, vodka cranberry,

beer and bacardi redbull (medicine)

that i begged pam to remind me

of the (wonderful) events of the

night, just in case i forgot

LOL WHICH SHE DID

all the things they said,

all the things i said,

everything they did,

everything i did,

everything i wanted to do

she missed out me screaming

in the cab about him but she damn

right wont forget the moaning

thank you for looking after me

i love you so much, sexaye

no work tomorrow

i was planning to sleep the day away

then i realised my parents are

coming back really soon

so i've to do over-dued chores

my mum's gonna come

back to her dead plants lol

i miss them so much

my parents, not the plants

♥

CHRISTMAS

2006-12-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

strange and beautiful

by aqualung is so awesome

my favourite cousin's

wedding is on the 30th

so last minute, thus weird?

spent christmas eve working

till five, then got ready for

jean's party with ying at mine

it was so much fun

we had yummy yummy food

and good ol' wine and champagne

and we watched shallow hal

and sang along to some

guitarists her parents hired

there was this song one dude wanted

us to sing along to so he said

all the girls sing and no one did

then he said all the virgins sing

and again, no one did then

everyone ended up laughing

went to phuture after that

pretty good compared

to mambo the last time

going to mambo and

phuture tomorrow <3

no, actually i really liked it
cause the music and crowd

were both pretty good

ATTICA

2006-12-22T08:29:00.000-08:00

hoho went to attica last night

i was feeling cold

so my teeth started chattering

(lol yes, ying)

then this guy came up to me

and he said are you feeling

cold? take my shirt and i

said err no, it's okay

i dont feel cold anymore

so i talk to jean, and suddenly

he puts his shirt on me lol

after attica, we were hanging

outside and taking photos

and this guys goes hey gorgeous

to momo*. so cheesy! (x

after hanging for awhile,

momo* and koko* headed home

while jean and i headed for mos

as we approached, there was like

a fog around mos and we said

psi at the same time lol

(fog was cigarette smoke)

went to visit ying at work after

having dinner with ken

we were in the lift and this dude

came in and said hello so ying

said hi. then he said hello again

and she's said hi? and he said

i said er lou but i heard i said

herlo so i only laughed after

ying told me he said er lou

*names have been changed

to protect their identity

OEIJ

2006-12-22T08:22:00.000-08:00

i've kept it all this while

so i can keep looking at it

and break my heart

over and over again

FELICITY

2006-12-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

i was running late for work

so i didnt change my shirt.

the evening's drinks left a

lingering taste in my mouth

and when i left you were fast asleep,

tangled in the sheets.

and on the bus i could've sworn

that it was a dream

that didn't happen to me

and then i felt the scrapes from

the slippery subway grate

oh how you laughed at my lack of grace,

but i could not recall a more perfect fall

because when i looked up into your eyes,

it didn't hurt at all

and i thought be still my heart..

this could be a brand new start with you

and it will be clear if i wake up

and you're still here in the morning

KO FLOW

2006-12-13T23:53:00.000-08:00

aye went to zouk last night

went to the r&b room

everyone was talking at the dancefloor

(wtf), it was so fucking crowded and

the songs were so shitty that we had to

resort to going to mambo,

which was playing retro

quite fun there. just a little weird cause we

didnt know how to dance to it. stood at the

stairs and watched these ah bengs on the

platform doing hand actions to the songs

lol so fucking funny. like when they played

sweet child o'mine, they did a cradling

action at the word child. and there was

this other bunch of normal looking guys

next to us at the stairs and no idea what

was up with them cause one of them

kept smiling at us and once in awhile,

he'd do actions to the songs. lol and we were

commenting about how stupid the actions

were all along! then went they left, one of

them put his finger to his mouth LOL

ayeeee i cant wait for tonight

cause it's ko flow

and i know he's gonna spin

it 2474015790380 X better

TRANCE

2006-12-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

pfft im into trance again

ree explained the diff to me

trance = with lyrics

techno = the shitty songs

bengs and lians listen to

i wanna go for a party that

plays trance instead of r&b x\

PIMPING

2006-12-10T05:28:00.000-08:00

lets switch roles
i'll be the pimp,
you be my hoe

♥

MERIDIEN

2006-12-09T11:17:00.000-08:00

i was waiting for my sis to pick me up

from work at the meridien hotel taxi stand

meantime, i was people watching

there was this dude with dreadlocks with

two of the locks (?) waxed or whatever to

look like horns lol so funny. so i turn and

look at this girl sitting next to me, who's

also people watching, and we burst out

laughing. then these dudes start

smoking near where we're sitting and i

cover my face with my jacket and we

burst out laughing again

i think things seem funnier when you

laugh with a stranger. get me? i mean

it has to be really funny for you to

laugh with someone you dont know

MR CRANKY

2006-12-05T22:30:00.000-08:00

lol super adorable

WORK

2006-12-01T06:00:00.000-08:00

mmm just got back from work

germs, eunice and ying came

then eunice was scribling on

the dont-know-what pad and

when she left, another cashier

responded to her hello with a Hi

then tika came and i made

her go on rounds with me

to hand out some booklet

to all the cashiers lol

LIAR LIAR

2006-11-27T23:10:00.000-08:00

okay, so i lied

for a week's peace

MOS

2006-11-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

ying likes the story that i sent it for tickets
i think it's really stupid (x
no, not gonna put it up

BUT i think it was funny that
carrie changed wizened to wise
i think she couldnt pronounce it?

mmm prom in two days
so exciting

ooh and six feet under
in four minutes!

DREAM

2006-11-17T09:36:00.000-08:00

i had a

very

very
very
very

very

very
very
very

VERY

bad dream

BROWN COW

2006-11-11T06:13:00.000-08:00

my sub-nick is "tell jesus i said hi"
it's actually from prison break <3

that was like background information
for the decontextualized source
that you're about to read lol

gaya: tell your mom I said hi
hash: ?
gaya: hahahaha.
hash: she isnt home
gaya: you asked me to tell my dad I said hi, so tell your momma i said hi.
hash: HUH
hash: LOL
hash: HAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
hash: jesus had an indian kid
hash: xgaya: HAHAHAHAHA,
gaya: why not huh!
hash: cause all the photos look so white
gaya: HAHAHAHAH! KNNBCCB!
hash: HAHAHAHAHAHA

i think this racism thingy is wide spread la
karmun was telling me the color changes
for oxidising and reducing agents
for everything but potassium iodide
hash: so what color does it change to when oxidised?
karmun: HAHAHAHA BROWN PEOPLE DONT KNOW THAT IT TURNS BROWN

mmhmm anyway, sab left this for me
hash! 1/6 class nomad. haha. i think i went to her house the most.haha.the most supplied of food and drink wht. right. hash is fun to talk to! hv almost the same interest in songs and stuffs. she always introduce songs or shows to me. she always A LOT of things to talk abt, and the more she talk the more i laugh. will miss those times we had in geog class, all those projects and i RMB! u beside me and gdness gracious me. u talk so much tht i gt fed up with u. haha. IRRI. kidding la.eh i stil hv the linkin park album u gave me. i love u hash!

very tempted to edit all the errors
but wth, lets leave it like that (x

TWELVE ULCERS?!

2006-10-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

o's starting in two days

im taking a break from studying the whole fucking day

not exactly break

dinner. in front of the computer (:

horrible green bean porridge

so gross and smelly but no choice

last time i counted (this afternoon),

twelve ulcers. first time i kena on

my tongue and it hurts like a bitch

lets see. one at the back the underneath my tongue,

three on this small flap at the front the underneath my tongue

(that i had no idea existed until it swelled up)

and one at the tip. lol so cute

four on my upper gums and three on my lower gums

mouth so pain and sore

so im stuck eating porridge

which i dont mind actually

other the green smelly bean porridge

ouch

2006-10-24T21:48:00.000-07:00

omg. my whole mouth is sore. like as if im wearing braces

three ulcers at strategically positioned to inflict the most

pain possible. not only are the areas around the ulcers pain,

my whole damn mouth feels like it's full of fucking ulcers.

and when im lazy to talk, or cant tahan the pain, i sound like

gaya the retard when she first got her tongue piercing ):

LOL

2006-10-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

cuiling: hey

cuiling: i heard that there's gonna be a rgps reunion
hash: REALLY?!
hash: OMG SO EXCITING. YAY
cuiling: EH I HEARD THAT U WERE ONE OF THE ORGANISERS?
cuiling: o_o
cuiling: weird weird
cuiling: i'll go ask the source again
hash: HUH
hash LOL
hash: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH SO FUNNY
hash: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

hash: x\

STYROFOAM.

2006-09-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

my mum bought.. (goes to count)

five packets of low fat milk ):

i want skim milk. so scared to drink.

so fat already. and the brand she

bought, can last super long which means

it has 43957356328568935 chemicals

gaya burnt her hand today during

art when she tried to transfer HOT

wax with a styrofoam cup -_-"

silly but still quite pitiful considering

she has blisters on her hands

mr chua and ms lee are going to

fight for the girls in their class who

want to go to jc. mrs pillai... ):

hmm i thought of something

that happened during geog

class quite some time ago

pam tan was telling dawn and

i how she's very scared to have

sex, even if she's married so

she doesnt wanna get married.

if pam doesnt get married by the

age of forty (minus one day),

i'll throw her a party with hot

male strippers and i'll force her to

screw one of them so that she wont

be a forty year old virgin

jeanette was telling us how she was

reading random blogs and this

ah lian typed i went to watch john tucker

is going to die yesterday. omfg so funny

i laughed like mofo during recess.

even after everyone stopped laughing

like this advert i saw when i

was watching tv with my mum

(it's for apple flavoured toothpaste)

it was this small boy brushing his teeth

and his mum was watching him.

when he finished brushing, he said

GOOD MORNING (supersuper cheery)

to his mum and she said sarcastically

not at two in the morning LOL

SO STUPID AND FUNNY i laughed

and then my mum started laughing

then she stopper after two minutes but

i was laughing for like thirty minutes hur

a lot of random shit in today's post

okayyyy i wanna go shower <3

HELLOMOTO.

2006-09-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

whoa i havent updated in more than a
month haha thats so weird considering
how i used to update almost every day

okay, talking to bev and jacq
jacq's so funny and blur
bev said hello five times
before jacq said hey (x

okay, something random that happened
during that one month plus

english class just ended so we headed back
to class but as usual, we had to wait for
mrs raj so we were all talking shit. i was
talking to meimei (meilin) and sher and i
was like eee the stupid panty tag is so
fucking long and annoying. damn itchy la.
then i scratched the back like fucker then
sher saw a bit of it (i suppose) and said oh
i think i have the same pair. it's the heart
shaped one right? and i said huh? no la.
wrong one. and then i pulled my shorts
down to show her my panties with cherry
motifs. in the middle of the corridor LOL

GINNY

2006-08-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

LOL GINNY' SUPER FUNNY

MY TUMMY IS AS FLAT AS A ROAD

THERE ARE BUMPY ROADS! (x

TIKA

2006-08-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

okay last wednesday, after the

musical, sherlyn, ying and me went

to tika's to celebrate her birthday

sher's dad picked us up from victoria

theatre, drove us to plaza sing to

get the cake and then to tika's

we stood outside her condo and lit the

candles. then we called her and surprised

her and sang the starting of trees

by marty casey to her

you know, i dont wanna go through this life

without you by my side..

and then we stayed and talked for a bit left

at eleven plus cause we had school the

next day and we were dead tired

TIKA ♥

GUATEMALA

2006-07-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

i watched a show on guatemala yesterday on bbc. it so horrifying cause it was about how many crimes are left unattended to, especially murders of females. there was this lady who was killed and she had painted her fingernails red so the cops assumed she was a prostitute, thus a nobody. that's sad cause im sure she has family or at least friends who are missing her. then there was this other girl who's case wasnt investigated because she had a navel ring and she was wearing sandals. hell, that could have been me.

there isnt even a database for fingerprints or crimes committed. even the president seems oblivious to the situation. when questioned by a bbc reporter, he laughed and said "you're very pessimistic. you need to be more optimistic," like as if it was a small issue.

times like these, i treasure the security of my tiny island.

MAKE ME

2006-07-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

make me smile till i laugh

make me laugh till i cry

make me cry till i slit my wrists

make me slit my wrists till i do it for you

THAT FEELING

2006-07-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

class photo taking. i feel the separation like northern ireland's catholics and protestants (x i miss four eight

weird how although i may know a substantial number of friends, i dont really know anyone. im not close to anyone. i dont trust anyone, fully. i may tell a few a lot of stuff but i cant tell them everything, that kind of thing. i want someone like that. someone i can say the most frank and random things to. okay, at least there are people i feel completely comfortable with. just comfortable talking and all that shit. but not anything else, mostly. like this morning's devotion, mr chua was saying how he went through the phase of asking himself how many people will cry at his funeral. im not so drastic but you get the point.

i dont understand when you're frank and people say things like how can she/he say that to my face? so let me get this straight. so you'd rather me say it behind your back, tell you find out from someone else and get hurt?

mrs leicster's damn funny. she always tells us how we think we're all bloody smart but actually she's the genius. just now, she told her how she started smoking when she was four haha wth i would have burnt myself. then again, she's a genius right?

RACIAL HARMONY

2006-07-14T23:52:00.000-07:00

sec ones to threes play games like
five stones and congkat
on racial harmony day

sec fours and fives get to do crossword puzzles
lol not that i dont like to do
crossword puzzles, but still!

could have let us do something

silly like hopscotch

DEUTSCHLAND

2006-07-08T14:48:00.000-07:00

YAY THIRD PLACE FOR DEUTSCHLAND ♥

3 - 1

karmun, do doof arshlock
what germany fourth place huh

okay i sat on a chair for seven hours
straight today after that my ass
was missing cause i couldnt feel it

and my pizza was cold cause i was talking
to bev and i was too lazy to move

i miss the bfg
the girl with the nice face piercings lol
i hope i dont forget the calling card

goodnight all

or rather, good morning

GERMANY

2006-07-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

GERMANY ♥

ASHLEY

2006-06-01T00:28:00.000-07:00

he makes me smile like a mofo but that

doesnt mean im in love with him or anything

itunes.

2006-05-29T14:58:00.000-07:00

pfft im so bored. ripped this off kerri/dee

Open iTunes. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.

Sort by Song -
First Song: a perfect circle - 3 libras
Last Song: matchbox twenty - you wont be mine

Sort by Time -
Shortest Song: nirvana - heart shaped box (1:01)
Longest Song: dj amanda - megamix(16:48)

Sort by Artist -
First Artist: 30 seconds to mars
Last Artist: zwan

Sort by Album -
First Album: ...and then there was x - dmx
Last Album: your stories, my alibies - matchbook romance

Search the Keyword - song title only - and see how many songs appear:

"Sex": 1
"Death": 5
"Love": 41
"You": 82
"Me": 83
"Drug": 0
"Hate": 5

Shuffle your library and list the first five songs. No padding your playlist you hipster, you. Be honest!! or I'll kill you.

1. killing me softly - lauren hill
2. stuck in america - sugarcult
3. stellar - incubus
4. sigillum diaboli - him
5. come clean - puddle of mud

Total music: 874 songs

evvie.

2006-05-19T13:13:00.000-07:00

okay conversation between bev, darwin and me. i deleted all of thornberry's stuff cause it isnt related haha

bev: im about to say something sweet to u

(darwin and hash chat, ignoring bev)

bev: pout

hash: okay! lets see how sweet the thing you're about to say is. haha
bev: i felt like smashing my foot down on his head to the floor, when he evil to u
hash: AWWWWW

bev: im so sweet right
hash: yeah
bev: cos u like so small

bubberly is the nicest bfg ever (:

yay! 26 june. countdown. 37 days

oh wait. night flight. about 38 days

hello i miss this mofo

and she knows haha

stefflo.

2006-05-16T01:57:00.000-07:00

stefflo celebrated her birthday on monday. happy belated birthday, for the god-knows how many time. two years ago, we drank red wine out of plastic cups at stefflo's bbq. this year, we drank white wine out of plastic cups at her birthday party haha

ps: stop asking why i call her stefflo instead of steff. it's a long story

djo.

2006-05-10T21:25:00.000-07:00

you talk to me

yet you dont talk to me

after the o's.

2006-04-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

hello chloe

haha

omgomgomg

im so excited about the england trip

and so many other things

im gonna do till after the o's

okay i should be thinking of

doing my o's first rather than

all that shit im gonna do after

i think it's really weird

im starting to pay attention

GILA

2006-03-16T23:24:00.000-08:00

saya orang gila

five hours of crubbing

one hour of sleep

five hours of cip

O'S

2006-02-10T05:54:00.000-08:00

so weird today. o level results released. felt like i should have been the one crying, shouting, just getting my damn results and doing something. i guess everyone's really motivated to study hard. maybe this motivation will only last for a week or two

peterpan.

2006-02-03T06:36:00.000-08:00

i think im in love with peterpan

the indo band. for now heh

my favourite parts from

ku katakan dengan indah

kau hancurkan hatiku

hancurkan lagi

hancurkan hatiku

tuk melihatku

membuat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi

membuatku merasakan yang tak terjadi

semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati

semua yang terhenti tanpa kuakhiri

pfft ariel makes me cry

ariel = hot lead singer of peterpan

YANGZHI

2005-12-20T09:53:00.000-08:00

okay convo with yangzhi again

hash: haha relak one kornerrrrr
yangzhi: jagan tension ah. relak ah relak
hash: LOL
yangzhi: eh sial.
hash: stop it! lol
yangzhi: why sial ? don't want ah. this is so cool ah
yangzhi: sial ! i'm funny
hash: and cute!
yangzhi: ya sial !
yangzhi: i'm a cute n funny boy.
hash: hhahaah stop stop (x
yangzhi: wa lao. we ah bang ah lian. how can u ask me to stop sial
hash: haha you're a mutt la, bodoh
yangzhi: sial. relak ah i'm not a mutt la. well, i only know a few words. lol but i know how to tell ppl that they're smelly
yangzhi: kau busok !
hash: rofl you type like a typical malay from malaysia or an indo
yangzhi: hahaha i have many malay friends always when they see girls with big boobs they'll go "sial ! shing babe ah sial !"

SEAN&YANGZHI

2005-12-18T09:24:00.000-08:00

this made me laugh like a mofo

sean: im your friendly neighbourhoood flick ticket seller sean
hash: lol

sean: are you from barker

yangzhi: no

yangzhi: vs

sean: kkk

sean: OH sec what

yangzhi: 4

hash: stage one getting to know each other

hash: eh seanie you can hump him

yangzhi: NO

hash: pfft kidding. how many tix you need

yangzhi: hmmm. i'm not sure. my friend's thinking about pang seh-ing me.
sean: stage 2

sean. says: have sex

hash: sean, i think thats a lil too fast, even for me

yangzhi: i was just about to say that

sean: ):

sean: imma cry

sean: ermm

sean: just text me tmrrrrrrrrr

hash: if your friend leaves you, just stick to sean

hash: but maybe when you see what a cutie sean is, you'll change your mind

sean: yea i'll stick my stick in you
seann: -.-
sean: okay shutup
sean: GDNIGHT FOLKS.

OH

2005-12-14T00:45:00.000-08:00

http://retardpatrol.blogspot.com

http://sugarbf.blogspot.com

thank kerri and eunice lol

QUIXXIE

2005-12-12T22:53:00.000-08:00

time started:15:13

name: hasreen

sex: yes please!

birthday: 091189

siblings: 1 older sister

eye color: brown

location: singapore

righty or lefty: righty

RELATIONSHIPS

who is your closest friend: hmm

do you have a bf or gf?: nope

best place to go for a date: ..

FAVOURITE

pants: shorts & jeans

number: 8

animal: hmm

sport: sleeping

month: november

movie: american beauty, eternal

sunshine of the spotless mind

& edward scissorhands

breakfast: at tiffany's haha

drink: water

food: chocolate

HAVE YOU EVER

given anyone a bath: nope

smoked: nope

made yourself puke: yes

gone skinny dipping: nope

eaten a dog: eww

put your tongue on a frozen pole:

lol nah but i wanna now

broken a bone?: nope

been in a police car: lol

been on a plane: yeah

come close to dying: no

been in a sauna: yes

been in a hot tub: yes

swam in the ocean: yeah

fallen asleep in school: yeah

broken someone's heart: yeah

cried when someone died: yeah

cried in school: yes

fell off your chair: lol yes

sat by the phone all night: yeah

saved IM conversations: yeah

saved emails: yeah

fallen for one of your friends: yeah

used someone: yeah

WHAT IS

your good luck charm:

shimmy shimmy quarter

best song you ever heard:

last christmas by jimmy eat world ♥

your room like: messy?

beside you: hmm

the last thing you ate: sandwhich

EVER HAD

chicken pox: yeah

sore throat: yeah

stitches: nope

broken nose: no

LAST PERSON

that called you: mum

you slowed danced with: hmm

you yelled at:

who broke your heart: hmm

DO YOU

like filling these out: hmm lol

wear contacts or glases: both

do you have a lava lamp: nope

like yourself: okay

get along with your family: ha ha

believe in love at first sight: nah

like picnics: yeah

ARE YOU

obsessive: nah

compulsive: scary stuff

anorexic: possible lol

suicidal: i doubt

THIS OR THAT

scary or funny movies: funny
dark or white chocolate: dark
root beer or dr.pepper: coke
skiing or boarding: skiing
summer or winter: hmm
silver or gold: both
diamond or pearl: both
sprite or 7up: water
orange juice or apple juice: lime
cats or dogs: both
coffee or tea: chocolate
phone or in person: in person
oldest, middle or youngest: youngest
indoor or outdoor: whatever

LAST QUESTIONS

what are you listening to: nothing

what car do you want: lamborghini

who makes you laugh the most: jake

where do you want to get married:

are you a good driver: hell no

what schools have you gone to:
kindergarden & raffles & st margs

ending time: 15:45

ALYSSA

2005-12-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

three sleepless nights
this isn't how it's supposed to be
but you're so good at
taking your time to get back to me
i will wait for you forever
if you would just ask me
i thought that i could change you
but you changed me
it doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand
together on phone lines and
living at two opposite ends
it scares me to think that
you could find takers other than me
and better than me
but your head is elsewhere and
i'm talking enough for both of us

when will you see
it's not so easy for me?
you're careless, and whisper
insulting, and bruising
and i thought that you said
things were improving
these laces are untied but
my feet are still walking away
i never thought that
you could say these words
is this really happening
don't say that we can still be friends

erase my name from this page
how can you take all these days?
what is inside me?
what have i done?
and throw them away
is this the only way
that you will notice me
as i sit here waiting for you?
dead words for closed ears
all this is sung for you
i stay up nights
if you are still pretending
this is what's right
until stars leave the sky
why can't you look at me?
can you only see knowing
what my dreams can
take away, one side,
your side, can take away
walk away from me

THIS NIGHT IS DONE
♥

WAKE UP

2005-11-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

woke up

smelled the stale air

that was all i needed

i found my temporary high

HASH = FAT KID

2005-11-22T12:59:00.000-08:00

its five am

went to swensens
just now (:

my cousin's leaving
supposed to wake up
at six am haha
sleep on the plane

its really weird
o levels are over
poeple repeatedly
reminding me to
work hard next year
which isnt bad
just weird

i like

I'LL BE THE DIRT BENEATH YOUR FEET

2005-11-16T17:52:00.001-08:00

hello, do you know me?

im the dirt beneath your feet

BANG BANG

2005-11-16T17:52:00.000-08:00

during malay class, melissa wrote

gerard way makes me cream

on my left hand HA

ROAR. I WANNA BANG BANG

charms is whining on the phone

and rolling her R's haha ear pain

x\ she stupid she slow HAHAHA

got my report book back today

didnt do that badly

SNOG MY ASS

2005-11-13T11:10:00.000-08:00

im getting excited about
my trip to japan OMGOMG

yesterday someone asked me
to teach her how to snog lol

the same someone who

asked me whats an orgasm

SHOT IT DOWN

2005-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

IN AN HOUR

IM FINALLY GONNA

BE SWEET SIXTEEN

♥

IM SICK OF MY OLD BLOG

SO BANG BANG

I SHOT IT DOWN

BAND BANG

IT HIT THE GROUND

i wanted hellodolly.blogspot

but noooo, it's already taken

so im stuck with lolodolly

lolo is not lol

laugh out loud out

wouldnt make sense

lolo is like hellolo

last time im explaining

HALLOWEEN

2005-10-31T09:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN, FUCKERS

INDOCHINE

2005-10-15T19:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday & today, shitloads of fun

went to indochine@ wisma but

we left early cause of eunice tan

( oh shut up et. im gonna be

mean and keep reminding you )

haha dawn was a lil mabuk or is it

spelt mabok? wtf. she had humping

boys trying to feel her hump hump

but she was a lil too mabuk to realise

so i put my hand to his face rofl

IN YOUR FACE HAHAHHAH

HELLO RAPPER BOY WAS GOOD

VODKA LIME IS THE SEX

DAMN FUCKING STRAIGHT

we watched spirited away. anime

surprisingly good. ying told me its

the same guy behind how;'s moving

castle. i wanna watch that now

like nownownow NOW

after that, we went swimming

i forgot about my period lol

now everytime i go to ying's,

we're gonna swimswimswim so that

we can lose more weight hahahah

we walked to adam and had mee pok

which i love especially with chilli but

this mofo put a lot. really, a lot

FOOD

2005-09-14T22:17:00.000-07:00

today was weird cause everyone was

so nice. i have no idea why

claire gave me a packet of biscuits,

steff gave me a blueberry muffin,

mr koh gave me chocolates,

ms lee gave me some chocolate bar,

sherlyn gave me her choc bar,

kerri gave me hersheys

hello im not some skinny phucker

who needs to put on weight

YAY FOR GOOD

NAH FOR FATS

BELLY

2005-09-13T11:20:00.000-07:00

Today Hash came, she wanted to study. But no, ate ate and only ate. Damn lame so squealy man you, eat all my godiva chocolates (ok joking i know i asked you to take hurhur). you got a weird friend, and i wonder if she`ll read this since shes supposedly freaky in a jr way. hur. bloody hashbrown lah you, i will give my mother your shoes the next time you come, why do you wear them cant even walk comfortably, you likey likey blisters? i can give you some with a lighter hurhur.. ok i feel like saying some shit here but i`ll just do it in semi code since im oh so -------

HARHARHARHARHARHAR HARHARHARHARHARHARHA!! referring to the TEKTXMEXHAGEX i am deeply honoured to be recognized in such a way x)

okay im too lazy to blog. so i ripped off beverly charles

okay i kinda made sure weird friend reads it

COME AS YOU ARE

2005-09-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

COME AS YOU ARE

AS YOU WERE

AS I WANT YOU TO BE

AS A FRIEND

AS AN OLD ENEMY

TAKE YOUR TIME

HURRY UP

THE CHOICE IS YOURS

DONT BE LATE

TAKE A REST AS A REST

AS AN OLD MEMORIA

KURT COBAIN

♥

THIS LUST TO MY BRAIN

2005-05-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday i was listening to the used
and suddenly my momma started
singing along to cut up angels
lol i thought that was darn funny

why isnt there anything good on tv

CREAM

2005-05-27T16:31:00.000-07:00

during malay class, melissa wrote

gerard way makes me cream

on my left hand HA

charms is whining on the phone

and rolling her R's haha ear pain

x\ she stupid, she slow HAHAHA

got my report book back today

didnt do that badly

YOU DRAIN ME

2005-02-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

you do realise you're perfection
making me going hilariously mad
but when i think about it
i think im finally gonna give up

im weak
im tired
im drained

XMAS

2004-12-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

"the port 311337 was used by the hackers to screw up mircosoft last time, thus the term 1337 in haxxor language. noob."

wtf is anthony talking about lol

good news. i got christmas presents for all the kids who've been good this year. well, not all but i sacrificed money for my g stars for the presents! BOOFUCKINGHOO ): i want my g stars. and the nirvana turn the lights out cd

REE'S

2004-11-14T03:35:00.000-08:00

dinner at ree's was really fun

wadava lol inside joke. we did so

many silly stuff. watched white

chicks and sharktale again

surfed barbie.com with that girl,

who's also from raffles yay! haha

jacq's nick is funny. it's in hindi

beware of boys haha XOXO

TALKED.

2004-05-25T18:35:00.000-07:00

we had free periods during math so we were going from class to class haha finally settled down at three-seven. drew, danced, and what st marg's girls are well known for, talked.